I wonder what's happened to me... Ever since i left the army, I've become so unmotivated. So financially unmotivated. I think this wall i've bumped into is much higher than i had expected. I'm just sitting at the base, staring up... Totally uninterested in climbing it anymore.

I've had some depressing thoughts lately, thinking that maybe I'll just finish my uni and become a salaryman for good. That's probably the first time that's crossed my mind. How is it i've become so unmotivated, so uninspired.

I hope something can ignite my fire and bring me back to the flame that once burned inside me. I wonder if that's still possible.

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